Monday, November 23, 2009

okay, ahem

gila ya nih lagi screwed banget kompi gw.. sorry dude but i wanna get a new computer D: better save up for a sleek and cool one like a dell or something… everything is going wrong man, schedule is screwed, computer is screwed, modeling is screwed, gaming is screwed, LIFE IS SCREWED ARGH

 

 

 

….*huff*…

 

onto the rants… well, least i can still open stuff with mozilla, somthing is wrong with google chrome… IT CANT OPEN DAMN GOOGLE.. like wtf? and it wont even open blogspot! each of my browsers cant open damn blogspot! it can before, and now it cant, it will be able to open it again, but oh! IT CANT OPEN IT AGAIN,

 

 

haduuuuh what am i supposed to do!! ARGH

 

that concludes todays rant

 

 

 

…i think

TEST POST

test post, first time posting with writer, ahay,

 

 

hidupku sedang suram, here comes the great train of depression

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Arios Update






tuh pic2nya, just pics, if you demand more words and shit, follow this link


linknya kaga mau kluar lagi, nih di copy paste aja sori ya

http://modelersunited.com/forums/viewtopic.php?f=14&t=49

this is where i post my WIP on my blog, just pix

and important announcement

I EFFING LOST THE EFFING BEAM SABERS EF IT


THIS POST IS AN EPIC FAIL

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Death is something elusive

As a normal chat turns into a talk about someone leaving, it is not uncommon for me to cherish things even more, and to lose that feeling almost instantly. I take thing's for granted and i should not have, thing's need to be hold tight, from the smallest of item's to the person we love the most. But here i am talking about an angel taking away a life, sending that person to the resting place to await the end.

Not just long ago, i received news that a father of a friend has been called to go back to Allah SWT. I was shocked, to know my friend is now without a guide in this life, a guide, that brings food to the table, a guide that will push you forward always, a guide that always wants what is best for you. So i will pray, that he wont lose his way, and that he wont forget his guide. Death is something so common yet so rare.

Death easily elude us in our daily lives, i go to school, play games, sleep, not thinking about how close that angel is to my soul. Not knowing when Allah will call me to go back. And when this kind of thing happens i always try to change my ways, try to find a brighter path for myself in this world. But Alhamdulillah i still have my guide, to show me what is right and wrong, he is the person that brings the messages of my god and teach me what is in that message. My eyes water as i think of death slowly caressing him, like now.

I would give my life for him if the time calls, but he would be sad, and he would give his life for me, but i will be sad. Sometimes the world gives no happy ending until we all die. The end is the place of true happiness and worth giving up things in this one. I only wish for everyone to be happy. Be it that death had touched them.

Because we all deserve to be happy. So i wish everyone good luck, in their pursuit.


It just fell out,

Ardi